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[10 Jul 2007|09:55am] |
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hahaha lil john icon.
okay, one year and two months since may 9th, and i'm still in love with edwin, this is no high school bullshit, i said it last year, and here it goes again.
we've been together for one year, and one month.
he's dorming in college right now, and it's just to gain the scholarship, and then he starts college officially in september.
um, he is coming to visit me from august 19th-27th, we've had so many dates of when we'd meet. eh, i don't wanna jinx it.
i look like this now:
me and edwin acting stupid on webcam haha<3:
i love my life right now, but hey, it can get better.
i've done lots of changing, i realize i was a bit uptight. idk, just the grammar, the correctness 24/7.
i did major changing end of story.
lj that i'm using, and has way more entries than this one: punk4disorderly
feel free to comment, i'd love some new friends. :]
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Bound Yourself
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| people are t3h fucking noob. godfuckingdamnit. |
[25 Oct 2006|04:14pm] |
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"Let's Go" Trick Daddy, Twista, Lil Jon |
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people suck so bad they have to change for others to like them. hahaha fucking idiots.
Well I'm going back to my old public LJ: Punk4Disorderly.
Peace, Bitch♥
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[15 Aug 2006|03:39pm] |
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[любовь]
two months,13 days, and 8 hours 06 mins.
♥
I'm really really happy.
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[07 Jul 2006|05:46am] |
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"Ya soshla s uma" |
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so I haven't been updating.
*rofl*
oh well, deal with it whore.
remember Edwin? The guy I said I liked?
wellll July 2 was our one month anniversary. :D
I love him SO much.
this is no high school crush bullshit.
I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.
and when I turn 18 and he's out of college, we'll move in together.
=]=]
we've been discussing california or europe.
eiiiiiiiii
I love him with all my heart, I can never get enough of him.
he's different from other guys, he's SO much better.
so all other guys are non-existant to me. =P
k?thnx.
♥
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1 Bounded Up | Bound Yourself
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| IQ quiz thing. ..wtf |
[11 Jun 2006|07:12pm] |
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"Bullshit" --MSI |
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| Your IQ Is 90 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Average |
...kay, that was retarded.
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[08 Jun 2006|05:02am] |
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"WDTK" -- MSI |
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I never update anymore.. hmm.
But I gots a nice icon. :D
And a nice rack. :D
So... fuck you then???
♥
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[01 Jun 2006|08:29am] |
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 la la la laaa |
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[/BORED??]
thanks. :D
p.s My icon is sooo sexy-pr0nographix ;) lol.
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| FUCK YOU. |
[27 May 2006|02:03pm] |
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I don't wanna say...... it reminds me of him. |
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Wow.
I'm really emo right now.
I hate EVERYONE/EVERYTHING.
Fuck it.
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| Today. |
[10 May 2006|02:32pm] |
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Crushed.. now.. |
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Lol today was SO fucking funny.
Okay, so before school I hang out with Nick and David.
Nick invites me to "My and David's secret spot" lol, So I say, "Okay, let's go.."
So we get there.
It'a Micheal's on east, you know the tables outside?
Well we sit there and smoke ciggs.
David is telling me how Nick rolled up a ciggarette with a steamroller or someshit, and he coughed loudly and eventually swollowed the ciggarette [XD] then he throws up.
hahaha.
So yeah, after we go to Sweetbay and buy shit. [Nick got Hi-C, I had the funniest chat with him. XDD]
Then we sit and they smoke again, me taking a few puffs from Nick's cigg.
The fucking funny part
David puts a ciggarette in his mouth to smoke, and he has the cigg backwards to his lips, XD, and everyone looks at him like, "WTF man!?" and then he looks down at it and starts chuckling kinda.
I say: "You know the cops aren't gonna give you a smoking citation, they're gonna fuckin piss test you first!" lol everyone bust out laughing.
After that, I fucked Nick.
XD kidding. haha.
We go back to school a little late and I'm walking with Nick, and I tell him I have to go to Building 14, he says he has build. 13
Turns out we turned to the same place after we hugged. haha!
He called me retarded =[ lol We went into the building and he turned left while I went upstairs to my class and he yells;
"WAIT!! Are you sure it's upstair!?"
....... and I flip him off. lol.
There's more.. but yeah.. I kinda can't say.
bye♥
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3 Bounded Up | Bound Yourself
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| This one guy.. |
[09 May 2006|10:58pm] |
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Not 1 mood here describes this |
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I like this guy.
His name is Edwin.
Me [2:14 AM]: Meghan says we're the same and schtuff
Me [2:14 AM]: I believe it
Him [2:14 AM]: yeah she's right
Him [2:15 AM]: im a believer
Me [2:15 AM]: lol
Him [2:15 AM]: not a trace
Him [2:15 AM]: a doubt in my mind
Me [2:15 AM]: I'm in love
Him [2:15 AM]: im in love
Him [2:15 AM]: im a believer
Him [2:16 AM]: i wouldnt leave her
Him [2:16 AM]: if i tried...
And We talk about everything.
Him (9:01:41 PM): its cause i never really met a girl that i would actually would give a shit to try and get into a seriously relationship with until now
Him (9:02:06 PM): if i went to school with you i'd definately would try
Me (9:02:40 PM): =]
Me (9:02:48 PM): I think I would, too
Him (9:03:09 PM): =)
Him (9:05:01 PM): now i dont know what to say
Me(9:05:06 PM): lol
Him (9:05:09 PM): ...yeah. haha
Me (9:05:15 PM): booty booty booty booty rockin everywhere!
Him (9:05:19 PM): lol
Me (9:05:25 PM): get it together and bring it back to me
Me (9:05:27 PM): -dances-
Me (9:05:28 PM): haha
Him (9:05:51 PM): lol
Him (9:05:59 PM): cum dumpster
Him (9:06:01 PM): lol
Me (9:06:08 PM): hahaha
A million miles away from each other.
Me (8:43:23 PM): haha I've even offered up my virginity.
Me (8:43:29 PM): Very sad.
Me (8:43:33 PM): I mean.. funny.
Him (8:43:50 PM): lol why would you do that?
Me (8:44:22 PM): I wanted someone to give a shit about me.
Me (8:44:28 PM): As stupid as it sounds.
Him (8:44:46 PM): see but thats the thing
Me (8:44:52 PM): I wanted to feel like if they fucked me, I'd be loved
Him (8:45:07 PM): most guys who get girls just to have sex with dont really give a shit about the girls
Him (8:45:27 PM): all guys**
Me (8:45:31 PM): For the time they "do" them, they do give a shit. And I wanted to feel special
Me (8:45:38 PM): Even if I felt used afterwards.
Him (8:46:23 PM): well i want you to know that you are special to me
Him (8:46:39 PM): ever since i met you i changed
Me (8:46:40 PM): =] Wow I'm seriously crying
Him (8:47:03 PM): i smile more and im in a better person because of it
Him (8:47:08 PM): and dont cry
Him (8:47:34 PM): i thank you for that a lot
Me (8:48:03 PM): =]
Him (8:48:10 PM): =)
And I'm happy...
Him [3:15 PM]: shes right
Him [3:15 PM]: haha
Me [3:16 PM]: .. is she right about this? Meghan says [3:14 PM]: So, if you're like "Please just call me Angie, I really don't like my name" he'll say "OK, If it makes you happy"
Him [3:17 PM]: yeah she's right
I can't believe I'm so lucky.
Me: This is my convo with Meghan. I say to Meghan: I've found something really special to me, and I'll lose it to some bitch who lives in New Jersey.
I say to Meghan: Near him.
Him: nope.
Me: Nope what..?
Him: I say to Meghan: I've found something really special to me, and I'll lose it to some bitch who lives in New Jersey.
Me: Meaning..?
Him: You wont ever lose me to some girl in New Jersey.
Me: =] Okay.
Him: or ANYWHERE else as a matter of fact.
Me: =) Good.
♥
^^ yeah, he sent me that, you're jealous. XD!
His handwriting is cute. lol:
♥
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| Yes? Or No? |
[06 May 2006|09:43am] |
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The fan in my room. |
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I think I have STREP THROAT.
This sucks cos I woke up and couldn't swallow,
I smelled like piss that came out of someone's ass. jk lol.
And yeh. ;_; I want to find out if it's that,
because I've never had it and this is such a random time for me right now. =[
So.. Yess bai.♥
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| Jeez ;D |
[28 Apr 2006|03:24pm] |
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OMGOMGOMG
...yeah... nothing! XD
I love my two new icons. So look at 'em, bitch.
^__^
And I found a really fucking hot German guy. .. He's... wow. .. yeah..
Hm.. nothing happened today much.. //boredasfuck// .. laladaladededodada!!
bye lovelys♥
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Oh yeah, Pee Ess: My big toe is itchy...
:D
okies... lolz... |3@! omgomg
EDIT: The German guy is gay, and I found out this one guy from Greece [26yrsoldomglyknowai] likes me. :D ... tata
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| Today |
[25 Apr 2006|05:36pm] |
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 wtf!? "contemplative" |
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Well, today was a piece of shit day.
I got my cramps for first time, and when I came home I felt like I was on the verge of vomiting. I asked my mum to please give me food or pain medicine. And she wouldn't.
She's on MySpace. "Sry busy! lol!"
Ugh. After a while of being in the lav, I just get frustrated. I mean, I blew up today or something. I'm fat as a fucking cow!
So I start crying. Besides my physical pain, some asshole made a comment to me & about me, out loud to everyone. And, of course, it hurt my feelings.
Even when I WAS in school, since we watched a movie & the lights were off, I cried.
I HATE crying. I do it too much. Everyone hurts me, everyone lies to me. And I'm just nice.
If I grow up to be a cold-blooded murderer, you'll know why.
Anyway, my mum gave me Tylenol. What the fuck!?
"I take that for pain!!1!" Headache medicine will fucking rid the pain in my lower stomach and thighs!?
Well, it cured my headache, cos I cried my fucking eyes out. I just hate everything right now & I want to puke until my heart slams into the floor, and I am lying in my own blood.. drenched.
Humans are sickening. If the person who made that comment to me, ever fucks with me again, I'm gonna kick their ass or take a gun to school.
So fucking what about authority!?
Come arrest me.
-EDIT-
I was fucking pissed off.</edit>
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